"The other day..."

The other day I was laying in my girlfriend’s bed in my boxers. My legs were spread and I was looking upside-down at the window above me. I was just resting and relaxing, and I didn’t feel scared that she would take my spread legs as an invitation. Most boys that I’ve been with would have grabbed at me and told me I must have been asking for it, laying so sexy like that. With those boys, I had to change my behaviors to be as un-sexy as possible when I wasn’t trying to fuck. This means not bending over to tie my shoes, no popsicles, no cute eyes or pouty lips. It’s ugly how much I had to change the in order to not be violated.