When You think you’re powerful

fuck. this. shit.
when you think you’re powerful -
drawing out his obsession
craving his attention.

sculpting the fear you feel in the pit of your belly
into thrill

addicted to a fearful intimacy
amidst the shame that bathes you

letting him suck your nipples

but you are five years old.

when you feel powerful
moving his hips to rock against yours
knowing he wants you
knowing how to make him want you

when you feel powerful
And like shit
believing you could keep up this illusion forever

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when you feel powerful,
and then empty