Asleep After Breakfast

I have nausea and braids
Pink velvet on my legs
The car is about to hit the road
Im running

For you I was pudgy
As if I was a laddie
I betrayed mama
Why doesn't lying make me happy

Finally away and needing you
I'm fluttering, you're laughing
Stuck in sweat while choking
My way of feeling charming

I'm just wondering but afraid to be saucy
Where have you been and was the sea unfriendly?
And about my wandering, what made you angry?
Can a red lipstick in a waste bin feel lonely?

Hiding like a ladybird
From the ring thrown at my plate
Falling asleep after breakfast
I'm compelled to find my way